HAPPY 3 YEARS BABY!!!!

Time passes by so fast when we are having fun.
Have a good first day of work. LOVE YOUUU!!!!!

<3<3<3

YAYMOO IS A NEW CATCH PHRASE NOW. SAY IT WITH ME.

YAYMOO.

updatey!
how i look like now.


Oh yes, i have such a natural glow. :P

 

Been spending the past few days helping zhen kai to check the inventory at work. Since the school is moving back to the old site, we had to make sure the stuff are where they are supposed to be. I kinda like looking at wires, maybe i can paint something from that. Oh, but it's unhealthy to be in the server room for a long time. When i got out of the room, i felt electrified...to many electrons i guess? I don't know. :P

   

Thank you for the gifts Irene! I really liked it. SO SORRY I MISSED THE KARAOKE SESSION. I was really looking forward t o sing some MJ songs, but i got terribly sick. Meet again hopefully next time dear.


Now back to the all famous topic, Apple.

BEFORE


AFTER


Still have the same face. But less cute due to his evil behaviour.

 

Here is a picture of him stuck at the VCD player. SERVES HIM RIGHT. :D

I'm beginning to wonder the phrase "All nature is born good" to be wrong. I mean, what did i do to this cat? He just keeps attacking and biting. MAAAAN. It's not like i hate him or anything (though i said it to him many times) but he's really one tough cat to handle.



Dila got her whole body scratched. But she still sayangs him. I told her that if she rears a tiger, and the tiger bites off her hand, she will still go "Don't hit him, it's not his fault! So cuteeee...." @________@




They are so close they even sleep together.

I got a nice picture of him and i just now.


(I didn't realise how black my hair is until i had this new haircut. :D)


However, i got bitten right after i took the pic. Nevermind, all is worth it for a good pic.



Treated Mr Mamasa to Chellas vegetarian at little india today. I have forgotten how good the food tastes, missed it alot!
The pigeons there are all so fat and cute.

Then we went to play at the arcade. Man, we were terrible at all the shooting games we tried today. Was fun though.

PREVIOUS WEEK.


Anna and Mr Mamasa



Shafa the Man.

Jamming was fun. Can't wait to look forward to next sunday for our first band class with Uncle David!

Dila on drums
Ika on guitar/vocals
Yunda on keyboards/vocals
me on bass/vocals

We got a band name and nicknames already, but it's kinda cheesy to say it now. I'm very excited actually! Finally something to break the monotones of life. YAY.

YAYMOOYAYMOO!

I was still sick on Friday so yea, went to the doctor again.



(Have to wear that god-damn mask...again.)



Now, that's alot of medication for just one visit. The doc really wanted me to get better. Now i have meds for my sinus too, so i do hope this condition will get improve.


Mr Mamasa and i decided to rest on today. I went to his place to sleep. And only sleep. I swear, Usually we will eat, or watch tv/movie, or play the guitar, but we just slept today.



There is something really wrong with this picture, see if you can spot it.



Mr Mamasa and his constant stealth practice.

It's a good thing that we didn't go anywhere, don't wanna get anyone (esp. Neo) sick again.

Dad Bought this one durian that cost $27. Just one. TWENTY SEVEN BUCKS. 0_o What the hell was he thinking? Even though it tasted good, i feel that it was a little too much.



Then i went, " With 27 bucks, i can eat at work for 9 days...with 27 bucks, i can-"
And mum went, "Aah, shut up and eat."

I don't know, nowadays, i split everything to needs and wants. If i need it, buy it. If i want it, don't buy it. I don't know if i am being to strict on myself, but it is gonna be hard when i go jobless in September, so i am just getting ready before the storm comes i guess. I get the feeling that my family thinks i'm stingy. But hey, at least i make sense with moneh.

Okay push that aside. See what Apple did to his litterbox.



Mind you he does this almost every single day! Poor Santi (our maid) have to clean it up. @_____@

Crap, it's 2 plus am and i'm still fully awake. I'll go eat meds and sleep now. Nite nite.

I got ma phone back, so a little more piccys!



I'm gonna leave my work soon, and i think i am gonna miss my table. I have more space in my room than a teacher! I love this space. Also realized that i have to start packing soon, cause if i don't,  i will have more than 5 boxes of stuff to bring home on the last day.

Another update on Apple the cat. He is still so evil.



Note that the only time that i can take a picture like this is when he is sleepy/sleeping.







Yeh, he hates me. Look at his paws pushing my face away.



Size wise, he is huge now. But he's still less than a year old, so he got a teeny weeny head with a big body. AHAHAA, fat cat.

More random shit.

(Inside joke. *winks at Mr mamasa.)



Oh, i saw this setting at my void deck last week. My neighbour has good taste! The is probably one of the best malay wedding setting ever. I love the colour combo and the fine details that were added. :) I'm a sucker for beautifully decorated stuff. Speaking of that, i need to learn how to sew.



I'm a ninja! No, seriously, i got sick yesterday, and zk forced me to go to the doc. On medical leave today, so i hope that i get better at least, so i can paint or something.



The moon was so huge and round yesterday! :)




I wanted to go to this years cosfest as no-face from spirited away, but i guess it's a little too late. Besides i need to set my priorities right. Which is why i decided to stick those magic cards back on the shelf.
Like Mr Mamasa said, it is a waste of time and money. Right now, i am in short of those necessities so yea.
Priorities right.

In any case, whoever's going to cosfest, please take manymanymany pictures ya? Hehe, i will wait for one year to go, whereby there are no FF, Bleach, Naruto, One piece or Star Wars cosplayers around. I guess that will be hmm, 100 years from now? LOL, it's kinda cool to see how each person excecutes the costume though. :P

~NYANYANYANYANYANYANYANYANYANYANYNAYANYANYANYA~

Drawing/Painting/learning new things to make me valuable in this industry
Music
Sewing/crafty
Cooking.

^^it goes in that order. Yes, i have to learn how to cook, need to learn some good vegetarian dishes!

Finally, if this blog is not updated, wonderingweirdo will be updated almost everyday!
Tata people!

Here is something worth posting.

ZAL GOT THE JOBBBBBB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Congrats dear! It was all worth it. LOVE YOU!
:)

I often wondered when I cursed,
Often feared where I would be
Wondered where she’d yield her love
When I yield, so will she.
I would her will be pitied!
Cursed be love! She pitied me.

Man, i've been so passive lately, huh? There are things i can't control and it's bugging me. But anyway, i will live another year to watch this!




Watch it in HD! Well i don't know how M Night Shyamalan is gonna portray the best animation series (in terms of story, character development AND animation) ever made into a trilogy movie, but i'm very sure that if the first one sucks, there wouldn't be a trilogy. :P

ARGHHH CANT WAIT TILL NEXT YEAR. Please don't disappoint me!

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My dear friends please click on this link.

http://racebending.com/raceinavatar.php

As much as i love to watch the movie, this is pretty fucked up. Racist. Look through the whole website as well.

Gah fucked up.

Rest in Peace the King of Pop.
I'm blasting his music now in memory of him.
He will be missed.



:(

I went to take my weight at Yishun Central today. It was 56.8kg. I was like FUCK IS THIS FOR REAL??!! Just last week, i was 59.6kg. I was surprised cause it's not humanly possible to lose about 3 kg in 4 days. For me anyway. So i went back to the usual machine i used in Tampines central, and there it was 59.5kg. Well, a 0.1kg loss is better than nothing.

"You are at moderate risk of developing heart disease. high blood pressure, stroke and diabetes."
Okay stop reminding me already. -___-

I wonder if the Tampines weight or the Yishun weight's the right one. Will be good if it's the latter.


Hong zhi got quarantined today cause Indonesia has cases of H1N1. It so totally doesn't make sense to me since he came back yesterday and today and had contact with practically all the staff who came yesteraday and today, and he invigilated the whole sec 4 level as well.
Hmm, why not quarantine all of us too?!

Hmm.
Wouldn't it be unlucky of me to get that? I checked my temp just now and it was 37.4 degrees.
Hmm.

私は今日の孤独を感じる。

MEH.

Okay, so i have finally told my mum. Surprised that she did not blow up. (I promised her that if i can't get a proper job in the meantime, i'll just work retail or f&b. Whatever to to pay the bills at the end the month.) So let me announce it here too. I have sent in my resignation! A year plus passed so fast! From weird mira, to teacher mira to mentor mira. Definitely learnt alot. But i feel it's time for me to move on to something new.

I'll be leaving in late August. To all my students (you'll probably never know about this blog but anyway), good luck in your future endeavours!
Chase your dreams, but more importantly, do not just let it be a dream. Work hard and be who you wanna be. :)

I was thinking about my life as usual today.
I hadn't been on a break since the after the O levels.

Poly - Wonderful times. Worked, adjusted, sometimes slacked (sadly) , worked really hard for FYPJ - was all worth it.
Graduated unofficially in March 2008 - searched for a job.
April 2008  - started working...till now.

I haven't had a break, just go and do and do and do. Is it wrong for me to have a month's break? No, i don't wanna do nothing, i just wanna take the month to do my portfolio, so that i have more confidence in presenting my work.
So is it wrong?
Am i selfish if i don't support my family for a month? Why doesn't anyone see that i am sacrificing so much? Why doesn't anyone appreciate what i have given so far? It is not enough? What more do you wanna drain from me?
I'm getting really really jaded and exhausted.

Argh.

Went to the Da Vinci exhibit today with the CA gang. It was quite awesome, Da Vinci to me is definitely the ultimate human. He was an artist, inventor, engineer, mathematician, scientist, musician...the works. I love the way he writes, in mirror image, cause he was a leftie. Got to know more about his inventions and his paintings. Also got to know that ALL the mechanisms i learnt in D&T in secondary school was invented by him. My goodness.

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Maybe i should not think too much. :/ Seriously, don't bother.

On the way to work today, when i was in the bus, i saw accident scene. Some car and motocycle collided. I thought no one was hurt cause there were people talking in the center. Then there it was. A man laying on his chest. There was blood everywhere. It was bright red. And i saw his face. It was gruesome.

I had to look away.

I'm usually fine with the gore and horrible stuff on tv, but when you see it there and then, it's different.
Made me realise how fragile we all are.
I want to live to a ripe old hundred.
I want my grandfather's death. It was beautiful.



I think i'm gonna have flahbacks of that scene now and then. :(

Got this one since my orange glasses is so worn out the screws are loose. It has served me well though. :)











Looks alright. NOW YOU HAVE TO GET USED TO ME LOOKING LIKE THIS. :D

Okay i know that this is such an weird topic to talk about, but i went for a brazilian wax today. AHAHAHHAA.
My dear friend Irene gave me a voucher so i decided to try. Strip Buddy. Kinda cool cause the wax smells like chocolate and it looks like chocolate! My tolerance for pain is quite high so it was alright. A little painful at some parts, but it was still tolerable. Sadly i have sensitive skin so it ended up bleeding when the waxer waxed it. Blew another 50 bucks on some cream to apply on my sensitive skin.

I fully recommend to go try it for yourself. Doing a bit of deforestation down there is good since Singapore is god damn warm. And it's also for hygiene purposes. EHEHE.

Oh and then, my sisters and i went for an impromptu jamming session! The drummer was my sister's friend Fatin. We are all horrible, since i know nothing about the bass and she knows nothing about the drums. Only my sis Ika knows how to play the guitar, so it was mostly noise. My other sis Dila also makes noise too with the keyboards. She's is our manager/time keeper/future keyboardist/anything goes person.
It was really cheap before 2pm, only 12 bucks per hour. :D The person managing the studio is called Uncle David. He was really nice, cause he taught us a few tricks on how to plug in those wires properly, and he also taught Ika 60 chords in 5 minutes! He actually printed his notes to pass to Ika.

After the session, we went to chill there to hear a band practice. The drummer was only 12 years old and the rest looked no older than 17! They were really good and they have been learning from Uncle David for over a year now. He has lessons to play a song for 70 dollars. (4 lessons, 2 hours each.) When i have money, i am gonna go for it. Come on, all of them are wayyy younger than me and they played Muse's Unintended! WHOAAAAAAAA. Something else good about it is that Uncle David also finds places for the bands he teaches to perform. So every month there would be a gig somewhere for the bands.

MONEY COME TO ME SO I CAN LEARNNN >:)
My fingers are a little bruised from playing the bass, but sooner or later it will harden! WHEE.


One more thing. OPPORTUNITY, fly to me soon!

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Vote for me ya? :D
(Those who have an account there, that is.)

As i get older, i realize that sometimes people might be related by blood, but  we think so differently. Some people only think of money, getting gifts from lovers, having all the clothes/gadgets/whatever in the world is what life is. I find that so shallow. If that is really what life is about, then honestly, i don't wanna bother living. Why? Cause when you have lived your life and at the end of it all, you won't be able to bring all those things down with you. Only good memories and the love you had from people last. Which is why saying i love you and meaning it is so important.

It's true that maybe we are raised differently. Our situations and environments are different. But there are people who have suffered hardship and they just want all the materialistic bullshit in the world. I honestly just don't understand. At all.

Like what Bob Marley said before he passed away, " Money can't buy life."

Sometimes i feel embarassed to be even to be even related to people like you.

There's a picture on my kitchen wall
Looks like Jesus and his friends involved
There's a party getting started in the yard
There's a couple getting steamy in the car parked in the drive
Was I too young to see this with my eyes?

By the pool last night, apparently
The chemicals weren't mixed properly
You hit your head and then forgot your name
And then you woke up at the bottom by the drain
And now your altitude and memory's a shame

What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I like to believe it was all about love for a child

And when the house was left in shambles
Who was there to handle all the broken bits of glass
Was it mom who put my dad out on his ass or the other way around
Well I'm far too old to care about that now

What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I'd like to believe it was all about love for a child

It's kinda nice to work the floor since the divorce
I've been enjoying both my Christmases and my birthday cakes
And taking drugs and making love at far too young an age
And they never check to see my grades
What a fool I'd be to start complaining now

What about taking this empty cup and filling it up
With a little bit more of innocence
I haven't had enough, it's probably because when you're young
It's okay to be easily ignored
I'd love to believe it's all about love for a child

It was all about love...

(my sister pimped this song to me. i found it sad but beautiful.)

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For some reason, (a very specific one) I decided to buy The Strait times today. Ever since atuk was gone, our house does not have its constant supply of newspaper anymore.

I am not like atuk who reads his paper cover to cover. I only find interesting topics to read. SO...in the life section today, "Growing Orchard".

"No buskers and touts in the street, wishes Orchard Road Business Association Chairman."

Quotes from what the article.

"Walk down Orchard Road on a weekend and you are likely to come across buskers, beggars and touts handing out flyers. These people, whom many shoppers consider a nuisance, hardly make Orchard Road a great street."

"Beggars are not a good image of Orchard Road or Singapore. Many visitors come to Orchard Road and it is not where you want to see beggars."

And the two sentences that actually made me underline the paper and put "WTF" beside it ---

"And if the Government decides to ban beggars altogether from the road, 'of course, i will support it,' she says. But she knows it is unlikely to happen as there are bound to be objections that it would remove some colour and buzz from the street.

As soon as i read those sentences, i took out a pen, started stabbing the picture of that woman and labeled it evil bitch.

First of all, (from my previous post) there is something obviously wrong when you see more malls and then more beggars. The rich are getting richer and the poor are getting poorer. The middle class are just struggling to live day by day.

Secondly, how could Mrs Sng Ngoi May (that woman by the way) could even say something like that????!!! You want to ban beggars?! Then how are they going to freaking live? We already need to have a licence to beg, and now you just want to fully get rid of them. Go ahead kill the poor ones first. They are not needed in this country anyway.

Thirdly, WHAT COLOR AND BUZZ?! We are talking about beggars here. There are not there to add color and buzz to the god damn street! They are there to at least hope to have enough money to get the next meal.

$40 million dollars spent on Orchard to add new streetlamps, decorative glass panels and potted flower totems. If you want beggars not to be on the streets, why not use that money to build homes for homeless people and beggars to go to? So they won't be such an "eyesore" on the street anymore.


The longer i live. The sadder i become being human.
ARGH.
I think i should stop typing anything more before i start getting even more vulgar. :/

You know something is wrong when the more malls/shops appear, the more there are people begging for money. I saw 4 new poor ladies on the floor with their hands out begging for money.

Why couldn't anyone see there's something terribly wrong with this country?! Everyone is sucked into buying new clothes/accessories/games/other shit that some people work only to support their materialistic life.

http://singaporemind.blogspot.com/2009/03/singapore-10th-most-expensive-city-in.html

Agreed with whatever the above said. We can't go any other place cheaper to make out lives a little easier. The whole city-state is the same. There's only so much one can do. People are afraid. As soon as i could, i'm done here.

Star trek. When i was younger, the only thing i knew about it was the hand sign and "Live long and prosper." To be honest with you, I was never a big fan of sci-fi. Why? Because i feel that usually they could get too cheesy, and sometimes i don't feel as much emotional attachment . Yes, i do love astronomy and things about space (kinda obvious from the stupid quizzes i do on facebook  and when i think about certain things) but sci-fi was just an "oh, okay" for me.

but... STAR TREK FUCKING ROCKS. There. I've said it. This movie has everything, humour, sympathy, sadness, love - everything. It was not what i expected at all. It blew my mind! Story. Script. Visual effects. Actors. Everything was right on target. This movie is probably the first one to get a 100% for me. Epic sci-fi. Just famazing.

I say nothing more. Those who have not wartched it, go get a Vulcan (jokery) ticket now. Those who have, wait for the dvd and watch it again. I swear i'm gonna go frame by frame on this one, memorize the script and look back at those awesome effects over and ove again.

Kudos to everyone (esp the vfx, conceptart people and everyone else who were important behind the screens :D) who made this movie a success. This warm fuzzy feeling inside me is gonna last the month. :)

Met up with meli last sunday to play para! I finally got an SS grade on it when kenneth got it so easily. I must constantly get 'great' to get a high score. Kenneth is a smooooooth dancer. I am just...spastic. Which also explains i would make a fool of myself and hit everyone if i ever were to dance in a club. :P

After so long of not meeting, we gave each other our long dued birthday presents! Meli gave me a card holder to keep all my magic cards! I'm so happy. But it was kinda funny when i realised that after organizing white, blue and black, i have no more space to keep my, red, green, colorless and lands. II am gonna buy more card holders to keep the rest of my magic, some stray D&D and dragonball cards, and marvel cards.
Will take pictures when i get hold of some camera.

I made ice-cream in school today, but it didn't go too well. Now i know why ice-creams are so fattening. ALL THAT CREAM AND CHOCOLATE . :D:D:D

The school cross-country is back on again now that the swine flu shit has died down. I'm still going. YAYYY. Means plans to go to the zoo for robotics camp is still on! Can't wait to go. It's been a while since i saw my animal mates.

WHAT IN GOD'S WORLD IS THIS?

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If web design is so simple like you said, why don't you do it.