Somehow i feel that i can sleep almost automatically on Mr Mamasa's bed.
I think i need to put his bed in my house. :P

Oh no he's stretching now.
OH GOSH HE SNORES!

Okay, i shouldn't be using his computer blogging about what he's doing.


HAPPY LATE 40th MONTH BABY!




He's snoring again.


K BYE.

it comes and it goes.
on my own, i will get better.

on someone else,
i'll try my best.

from someone else...
sigh.

looks like pms is taking over again. CONCENTRATE GIRL.
You've got a job to do.

I love cuddling and falling asleep next to you.
Can i have another sleepover?

not for just an hour
not for just a day
not for just a year
but always.

Finally, i think it's time, cause it's FRIDAY THE 13TH!!! The photoshoot happens. More on that when i am able to actually show you guys what i am doing!

Okay so week 2 at work has been a whole lot more busy than the previous week. What i really like about working here is that i can fully concentrate on what i am doing, instead of just dropping everything and go for classes/help people scan print things/fix other random computer problems :P

I'll show you guys a wee bit of how the studio looks like. I'm sure that are parts i am not allowed to show though, so i'll only show the some of them.


Where you see the two guys is where i sit most of the time.


Right below the TV there's a Wii, PS2 and PS1. D:


And this is how i look like at work.

Been broke like totally recently, so more bento! :P


Random info, I was testing if online shopping really works so i decided to buy an ear cuff from ebay.



And it came! (with superman looking at me from my cupboard door.)
I think it's awesome, i am gonna buy more soon. So please pm me if any of you guys wanna buy any! Cheaper air rate if we buy together. :)

Random info 2, I love holicks at Ah Mei cafe.



Major DI-ing starts next week! That is all.

If i have the energy to wake up so early, i might actually do this every single day. :D

Hey guys, i've just started my new job as a Digital Imaging Artist! My work seems fine so  far, just that it gets a wee bit lonely when the guys are out for a photoshoot and i am just alone in the office DI-ing. Kinda a different environment, since at the school, i have anyone and everyone to talk to at any point of time. Not complaining though, cause i've learnt a few things. I'm hoping to learn more in time to come!

Last friday i went to Botanic Gardens to recee the place before a photoshoot that is going to happen. I'm a horrible photographer, that's all i can say. D: It's fine when it's for fun/passion, but i don't think i could ever be one professionally. I'd rather sit behind my desk all day. :P
Okay, so i got a little lost and had to take the taxi from Bugis, damn. A waste of my 6 bucks. The last time i went there was probably back in secondary school for the mathematics trail. (OH YES MATHEMATICS LOSER MIRA WENT ON A MATHEMATICS TRAIL. What the hell was i thinking? LOL)

I forgotten how big that place is! Found a few nice spots, some nice trees for the shoot. But to cut the long story short, i spent a few minutes looking at this big fella:-



He's kinda cute! He was pecking at me cause he didn't want me to go near the other swan.



The camera had no zoom so i was literally that close to him.



Then i wondered, can swans fly? They are so fat! Very emu-ish in the shape. They are beautiful however.

Okay, so i spent my saturday slacking at Mr Mamasa's place. I was bugging him to watch Enchanted, and i'm glad that he liked it. Come on, what's not to like? The 2D for that movie was awesome. It doesn't mean that you can animate if you can draw well. Heck i have a whole lot of trouble just get a pose for my paintings right! Animators (esp. those of 2D background) are on a whole other plane. Respect.  The hair the dress is like AAHHHH awesome! :D

Went home a little early so i decided to make bento for myself. A little test!



This is Ika's bento with her minah wink! And this is mine:-



I am going to expand my bento experiments soon. Going to get a nori cutter so i can make cuter shapes and probably more bento sets. It's an okay test, and i might just do this every morning. It's such a hassle to fine vegetarian food at work, and sometimes i'm just plain lazy to step outside into the sun. :P Probably i'm going to try to make an onigiri next. What should i fill it up with?

One more thing. JAPANESE RICE IS SO YUMMYYY!!! BENTOBENTO~~!!

I need to pick up my pace in painting/rotoscoping since i've been sleeping so early ever since work started. It's probably because i have not gotten used to it. And i keep getting chest pains at night. It's probably because i'm a little stressed or all those days of eating mcdonald's/kfc/some unhealthy junk is catching on to me. Oh no.

Till next time!

Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
my armpit so smellyyyy
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
havent bath
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
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Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
EEEWWW
Hobo zal empty- says:
SOOO NICEEEEEE
Hobo zal empty- says:
i swear i wanna smell them now
Hobo zal empty- says:
NOW
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
EEE
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
smells like my dad when he comes home from construction work
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
DISGUSTING
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
D:
Hobo zal empty- says:
urs is even better!
Hobo zal empty- says:
so niceeeee
Hobo zal empty- says:
*kiss armpit
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
cause i didnt put deodrant yesterday
Hobo zal empty- says:
i wanna kiss them noww
Hobo zal empty- says:
NOW
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
thats why so smelly
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
usually its not that bad
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
D:
Hobo zal empty- says:
thats why so nice
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
i go shower dear
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
ewww
Hobo zal empty- says:
 :(
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
LOL
Hobo zal empty- says:
*sad
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
you'll smell it everyday next timeeee
Hobo zal empty- says:
*SAD
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
D:
Hobo zal empty- says:
k,,
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
everyday till you get sick of it
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
ALAA
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
what you want me to do?
Hobo zal empty- says:
k ,.. go bath
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
not bathe?
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
 :(:(:(
Hobo zal empty- says:
wuahhahaa
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
now i sad
Hobo zal empty- says:
go bath la dear
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
Hobo zal empty- says:
go go
Hobo zal empty- says:
why u saddd
Hobo zal empty- says:
whyyyy
Hobo zal empty- says:
 :(:(:(:(
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
 :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( 
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
you make me sad
Hobo zal empty- says:
D :
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k
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k
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k
Hobo zal empty- says:
hahahahhahahhaha
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
k
Hobo zal empty- says:
k
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k
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k
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k
Hobo zal empty- says:
k
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k
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laugh
Hobo zal empty- says:
k
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k
Hobo zal empty- says:
k
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kk
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k
Hobo zal empty- says:
k
Hobo zal empty- says:
dah la
Hobo zal empty- says:
go bath la sayang
Hobo zal empty- says:
gooo
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
hehe okay
Hobo zal empty- says:
so cute
Hobo zal empty- says:
smelly armpit
Hobo zal empty- says:
so nice
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
i am going to blog this
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
 :D
Hobo zal empty- says:
hmm>?
Hobo zal empty- says:
hahahahah
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
 :D
Mr Mira - transcribing crazy coro. D: says:
you like ma smelly armpits
Hobo zal empty- says:
hehe yes!

Oh yes, he likes my smelly armpits. D:
Now, to really go off to shower. :P

I just wanna say that i will (finally) be starting work soon as a photoshop artist!!!! WOOOOOO!!!

Okay, the pay is lesser than my previous job but my nice soon-to-be bosses agreed to take me in as a freelance, so there will be no CPF cut. A few hundred more to bring home every month, to give my parents, to pay Santi, to save for a CHAIR. I am so happy. Honestly, i'd rather save money by myself than let someone do that job for me. I don't know if i am going to live that long to "enjoy" my cpf retirement money.

And for those who keep telling me, "well, it's good for buying a house etc etc," too bad, cause i don't feel like it's home here.
That's all.
:D

Paranoia is in bloom,
The PR transmissions will resume,
They'll try to push drugs that keep us all dumbed down,
And hope that we will never see the truth around
(So come on)

Another promise, another scene,
Another packaged lie to keep us trapped in greed,
And all the green belts wrapped around our minds,
And endless red tape to keep the truth confined
(So come on)

They will not force us,
They will stop degrading us,
They will not control us,
We will be victorious!
(So come on)

Interchanging mind control,
Come let the revolution take it's toll,
If you could flick a switch and open your third eye,
You'd see that
We should never be afraid to die
(So come on)

Rise up and take the power back,
It's time the fat cats had a heart attack,
You know that their time's coming to an end,
We have to unify and watch our flag ascend

They will not force us,
They will stop degrading us,
They will not control us,
We will be victorious

I soon will be old enough to vote.

www.theepochtimes.com/n2/content/view/24042/

The arrest of a 70-year-old Singaporean man last week has seen the collision of freedoms expressed under constitutional law with new laws that give police arbitrary powers.

Singapore’s Public Order Bill, introduced in April this year, was invoked for the first time for the arrest of Chua Eng Chwee on Oct. 14.

Chua, a Falun Gong practitioner, was meditating at Esplanade Park near the Suntec Singapore Convention Center—the upcoming Asia-Pacific Economic Cooperation (APEC) venue—when removed under the move on law.

The move on law allows police to order people to leave a place for up to 24 hours. If they return within that time, as Chua did, they may be arrested.

Chua says he has been meditating in the park for 10 years and he takes the posters because he wants people to know about the persecution of Falun Gong.

“I am doing this because I wish this persecution would end as soon as possible,” Chua said. “I will not do it anymore if the persecution stops.”

Chua said he was arrested after returning to the park to meditate with the posters. The police detained him for more than 12 hours and asked him why he was so determined to display the posters.

“I said I want the world to understand the persecution in China, and not be deceived by all the Chinese Communist Party’s (CCP) lies, the placards are best for portraying the persecution.” He said he was exercising his constitutional right to freedom of belief.

Falun Gong is a spiritual practice based on the tenets of truthfulness, compassion, and tolerance.

Practitioners highlight the human rights abuses against Falun Gong in China by meditating and showing photos of the persecution in public places around the world. Regime officials often attempt to censor protests near Chinese Embassies and Consulates—when Chinese leaders visit foreign countries, there is often pressure on local police to block the protesters' efforts.

“I have no intention to disrupt the APEC conference,” said Chua. “They are using the move on order to keep me out of the Esplanade—and Hu Jintao will be visiting the area.”

Singapore’s Minister for Law and Second Minister for Home Affairs, Mr. K. Shanmugam said in April the Public Order Bill was based on Australia’s controversial bill that was passed before their 2007 APEC conference.

“This [APEC] is one of the most important international events of the year and we will do everything to make it succeed,” he said. “This meeting [APEC] is a key reason for introducing the Bill at this stage.”

The Bill, in part, gives power to police to arrest anyone who “demonstrate[s] support for or opposition to the views or actions of any person, group of persons or any government; publicize a cause or campaign, or mark or commemorate any event.”

Chua thinks the law is overly strict. “I feel it’s strange—is this new law aimed at Falun Gong?” he queried. “Now displaying placards is considered assembly, regardless of the number of people. One person also could be consider an assembly, and under the move on law no placards are allowed.”

Amnesty International argues that Singapore often uses the law to achieve political objectives. “Singapore uses a mass of sophisticated laws to penalize critics and control the population, with the result there is a climate of fear throughout the country,” said Margaret John the Malaysia-Singapore coordinator for Amnesty International Canada, in an e-mail.

Arrest of Old Man Was Preceded by Others
Less than two weeks ago five Falun Gong practitioners were arrested while displaying posters in the same location at Esplanade Park. Now they are worried they could be sent back to China, where they are at risk of torture in custody.

“The Falun Gong have been deprived of their right to freedom of expression in China and therefore an extradition could lead to an unfair trial, arbitrary arrest and detention, risk of torture and other ill-treatment as well as a risk of death in custody,” Amnesty International’s China coordinator Yvonne Christiansen said.

“Singapore should under no circumstances extradite Falun Gong practitioners for these reasons.”

Police handcuffed four of the practitioners on Oct. 5, citing “vandalizing public property” after they put posters expressing their beliefs and showing the persecution on a wall. Three others, who were meditating, were not handcuffed.

Singapore human rights lawyer, Madasamy Ravi, who has defended Falun Gong practitioners in similar cases in the past, said the arrests were unusual. “To handcuff them, and take them in this manner, it is a very fundamental breach of civil liberties,” he said.

“The fact that they have impounded the passports could mean that they have taken it seriously and the likelihood of deportation is there.”

Police were supposed to give a verdict on their cases on Oct. 19, but deferred it until Nov. 2, saying they need to do "further investigation." They have held onto the passports, according to one of the people involved.

With files from NTDTV, a global media partner of The Epoch Times.

GRAH. Makes me angry. So angry.

Ika told me, it's okay that i can't afford a chair, it's just a chair.
Then i went to tell her that's my point exactly! It's just a bloody chair and i can't afford it.

I've been telling myself over and over again today.
I might not have all the fancy things, but at least i have a home.
I might not be able to afford a proper chair to sit on, but at least i have a laptop to work with.
I might not have money to go out and walk around but i still have food and something to drink at home.
I still have clothes to wear.
I still have a family and friends to love.
I still have my hands to draw and legs to walk.
I still have all these.

You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man
And lift him back up again

You are strong but you're needy, humble but you're greedy
Based on your body language and shorty cursive I've been reading
You're style is quite selective but your mind is rather reckless
Well, I guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is

Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses

Well, it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
And kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you can call it fiction
'Cause I like being submerged in your contradictions, dear
'Cause here we are, here we are

Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick and probably
Have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy depending on how you take these
Words they're paraphrasing this relationship we're staging

And it's a beautiful mess, yes, it is
It's like we're picking up trash in dresses

Well, it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And the kind and courteous is a life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt
'Cause here, here we are, here we are

Here we are, here we are
Here we are, here we are
Here we are, here we are
Here we are, we're still here

And what a beautiful mess this is
It's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes

And through timeless words and priceless pictures
We'll fly like birds not of this earth
And tides they turn and hearts disfigured
But that's no concern when we're wounded together
And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But it's nice today, oh, the wait was so worth it

AGAIN, privated to friends only.

You know how some people like to keep stuff that reminds them about good memories? I like to do that too, but aside from the happy stuff, i'm kind of different.

( I maybe a little twisted. )




Everybody have flaws, even the people around you that you love. All you have to do is learn to accept them.
Yes, i love my cat, even if he is evil. (well that was random. HAHA.)

Hopefully i can get a job soon. And hopefully my mum can get a better job too. I don't wanna be struggling with financial problems my whole life, it fucks up my insides.

Lastly a shout out to my sister, if she ever reads this. Happy birthday!!! Finally sixteen, can watch NC-16 movies already. :P Sorry girl i can't afford to get you anything. :( I will when i get the money alright. I hope a hug is enough for now.
Love you crazy rude lady! :D

Take care people.

Feeling slightly (who am i kidding?) passive lately so i think i had to talk about something happier.

Zal and i went to Chinatown last week to explore the stuff there, and i am glad. Realized that the stuff there, EVERYTHING in general are a whole lot cheaper than anywhere else. We went to the flea market (in the mall) and zal bought a whole lot of stuff, a Goku and Spawn sculpture and a pewter knight sculpture. That knight thing is gonna be our collection, we are going to fill our house with that. The shop called Myth and Legends is one shop i wanna raid when i have teh money. AWESOME SHIT. Especially that medieval-ish looking glass. Oh YEAH, my house is going to be awesome when i own one. :P

Here are some pictures. I didn't take much unfortunately (still don't have a proper cam/phone yet sorry. D:)



THis is the hong kong dessert shop we went. i was eating some peanut pudding thingy. Really nice.


Mr Mamasa.


Mr Mira. :D


Gosh we both look like gender benders. @___@

Overall, we really enjoyed that day, exploring some place new and getting good deals. Did i mention we got a whole bunch of CDs for 24 bucks? (Blackmore's night old CD for only 6 bucks! Now when i can't sleep i put that on and minutes later, bam!)
I would like to explore more places!! Recommend me more places to explore people!

( These are some more older pictures when i still had hair. )

Speaking of vegetarian, Annalakshmi has really yummy food too, we went to eat there. It's currently located at Chinatown Point, and you have to book the place to go eat there, it's all worth it!
Something special about this restaurant is that it's a buffet, and you can eat all you want, and get this, YOU CAN PAY ANY PRICE YOU WANT. Any price, give what you will. And it's really delicious too. Gotta try!

Okay, i guess i'm off to paint. I'm angry today but i can't feel angry, it's so passive it's weird. It's like i've taken some zen pills or something. Now i wonder if it's a good or bad thing. Take care people.

My sister and i went for a major shopping trip yesterday, and i think we've spent almost 80 bucks on stuff. I was on a i-have-no-more-money-so-not-losing-anymore mood again. The previous one was when i bought a hundred bucks worth of groceries. I mean that made sense, even though i'm searching for a job, my family shouldn't be left hungry, and at least there's shampoo/oil/sugar/rice/ necessities in the house. This time, we bought stuff from the DC comics clothes shop (GO GUYS, THERE'S A MAJOR SALE UP TO 80%!). I know it's not a waste of money cause i would wear it over and over again (like my hawkgirl shirt.) I got green lantern, wonder woman and flash! Yeaaaaa.

I also went for the Terror gig yesterday. Well, technically i didn't even stayed to see the band but Harakiri, Mr Mamasa's awesome band played so my sister and i went to support him. Got my head rubbed by Shafa and Anna, it's really funny. They sounded good, Harakiri i mean, even though there are a few cock-ups (like their previous gig as well :P) I might post up pics if i ever get hold of them.

Oh and i was glad i brought my sis! Why? At least it doesn't feel so awkward and i won't have to try to blend into the background again. Though she got bumped during the mosh (luckily she was alright), it was one of the best decision i have made this year. I need to remind myself over and over that she's already a sec 4 kid, even though she looks like a primary 5 student. D:

Kelly x told me that i should work in a coffee shop that has weird people or something to build up my confidence to talk to people, so i won't be so awkward anymore. The moment she said that, i thought of coffeeshop of Doom in Questionable Content. I swear i will work in that kinda place if i have to give bad service all day and all my friends are so quirky and craaazzyyyy! Okay, i think  i really do need to build up my confidence anyhow. Hmmm.

Alright, that's all for today i guess, back to job hunting. Later.

that most jobs posted in multiple websites are the same thing from the same company, just different sites.

that i could never be a journalist. i never want to go to places and talk to famous people or anything like that. i just wanna backpack and travel the world, not be a slave with writing this about things i don't even care about.

that the rant above is due to the F1 shit going on here. what gets me REALLY angry is that they actually delayed the 9.30pm news today on for that shit. and what got me even MORE ANGRY is that they continued to talk about the bloody F1 during the news itself. apparently the flash flood in thailand is not important enough to be top story. bloody race about cars and wasting space and oil is. gahhh.

that it sometimes get annoying. the reminder that is.

that i'm drowning in dead-ness. is there such a word?

that people tend to hurt the ones they love most.

that you care about the tiniest thing, when i don't.

that you will get this default face i have until i am better.


yes i did shave my head.



this picture is getting so old.
glad that the flaky shit in my right eye is disappearing, the meds were worth it.

i don't know anymore. i really do wish to pack up and leave right now.

Wow, that's all i can say. Tsunku has already expanded by alot. This are all the different versions.



This one has lyrics, with the rest of H!P. Beautiful song, by the way, both the japanese and chinese versions.



And finally, the version i feel that Junjun and Linlin were strongest in. This was the last song for the 2009 spring concert so you can see Ai and Risa tear up. D:


Romanji

Tokai de no kurashi
Benrisa no naka ni aru kodoku na kanji

Yume no naka no yume
Genjitsu ga kokoro no jama wo suru

Nakayoku ikite ikou
Heiwa de arou yo
Wakachiau shika nai
Subete no inochi

Ame no furanai
Hoshi de wa ai shiaenai darou?
Bokutachi wa mirai made
Tasuki wo watasu shimei

Riku no nai
Hoshi ni wa naranai you ni
Bokutachi ga ookoe de
Utau no sa

Kokyou ni wa ima mo
Toshi oita ryoushin ga genki ni shiteru

Tama ni wa denwa no
Sekkyou mo nandaka kokochi yoi

Egao de ikite ikou
Kenkou de arou yo
Hyakunen ya sokora no
Idai na jinsei

Kanashimi no nai
Hoshi de yasashiku narenai darou?
Bokutachi wa dare kare mo
Nikumu hitsuyou wa nai

Yume no nai
Hoshi ni naranai you ni
Bokutachi wa ookoe de
Utau no sa

Ru guo xing qiu bu xia yu
na me wo men ye zhao bu dao xiang ai de li you
wo men de shi ming ying gai shi nu li
ba zhen gui de yi qie jiao gei wei lai

mei you le lu di
wu fa chen wei dong ren wei li de xing qiu
wo men da sheng chang
pin ming de chang chu wo de ai

Ame no furanai
Hoshi de wa ai shiaenai darou?
Bokutachi wa mirai made
Tasuki wo watasu shimei

Riku no nai
Hoshi ni wa naranai you ni
Bokutachi ga seiippai
Utau

English

Living in the city
Among all the convenience there’s a loneliness

The dreams in my dreams
Reality just gets in the way

Let’s live in harmony
Let’s live peacefully
All we can do is share
Each and every life

We surely couldn’t love each other
On a planet where no rain fell, could we?
We were put on this planet
To pass the baton to the next generation

We will sing
As loud as we can
So that this planet does not become
One with no land

In my hometown
My parents are still doing well in their old age

It even feels kind of good sometimes
When they lecture me on the phone

Let’s go through smiling
Let’s stay healthy
And live a great life
For 100 years or so

We surely couldn’t become gentle
On a planet with no sadness, could we?
There is no need for us
To hate anyone at all

We will sing
As loud as we can
So that this planet doesn’t become
One with no dreams

If there was no rain on this planet
Then we wouldn't have a reason to fall in love
We must work hard in life
And leave all that is precious to the future generations

If it wasn't for the ground
It wouldn't be the beautiful planet that we all love
We will sing as loud as we can
To send out our love

We surely couldn’t love each other
On a planet where no rain fell, could we?
We were put on this planet
To pass the baton to the next generation

We will sing
With all our heart and soul
So that this planet does not become
One with no land
(Thanks to kiwi-musume!)

It feels awesome to listen to music with multiple languages. I really love the chinese solos, it's a fresh change.

Okay enough of this. Gonna go shave my head now.

I love her i really do. Rest in peace, nenek. Thank you for being everything to me. You will be missed.





i have lost my both my king and queen now. :(

I'm still kind of sore that, not a single company has replied to me yet (accept for those damn auto-mailers). I've have currently applied to over 30 companies, including to the zoo twice (on animal keeper. I applied for their other jobs that i feel capable of doing too.) I told uncle David too that we had to stop our current band lessons as i am broke. I feel really bad, i better complete his website soon.

I've also missed DesW00t's birthday party, need to take care of nenek at home. So sorry dude, i hope you like the pressies~!

Okay enough rant. I am now going to list down the things that i have actually achieved when i am currently joblIess.
(In no particular order.)

1. I have managed to update myself about what's going on with H!P. (Look at C-ute/Berryz Koubou/Morning Musume post below.) I consider that an achievement cause it takes a lot of time, and the fact that i'm currently jobless, i could actually spend my time to do so. I don't really check on updates anymore, ever since Yoshizawa Hitomi graduated from Morning Musume. Yea, i don't really care about the rest. Oops. D:

2. I have stayed awake for the longest time. 36 hours. It feels crazy great,  it's taking a toll on my body when i'm awake for so long but the feeling in my head is super peaceful. You know, we go through this sleepy period when we don't sleep, then the hyper period, then the i'm-going-to-doze-off-right-now period and that was the furthest i've been. But once i've surpassed that, everything is so peaceful - IT'S BEYOND SLEEPY. And i'm beyond feeling angry/sad/negative emotions, so everything was like "WHEEEE~" 
Honestly my conscious that always tell me the bad things stop talking too.

The only negative thing is that my body starts to act funny. I sneezed, and my kness gave way (i almost fell outside Orchard MRT) and the jerk of that sneeze gave me a terrible backache all the way till i got my sleep. But other than that, it was great, will definitely do it some time again.

3. Okay, so the reason i was awake so long is that my dear friend Hana and i made cookies and swiss rolls for Eid. (Yea, Mira bakes?!! *snigger*) It's an accomplishment cause i don't bake, and i have never baked so much in my entire life before. The amount of cookies is more than i could see in a Famous Amos and the swiss rolls did not even fit Hana's huge fridge.

The most important fact is that i actually memorized the ingredients of the swiss rolls and the steps and i can make a proper one now. It was positive feedback all the way, it tastes like ice-cream! (Hana was right.) Here's some piccys, didn't take many cause making it requires concentration. :P


Mix mix!


The colors for choc cream and strawberry cream.


Bake bake!


How it looks like and...


Ta-da!
(The massive amount of butter in Hana's fridge scares me. Really.)

All is good, my aunts loved it, and the ones that i brought hope was all eaten up, in hours. (It's couldn't even last on the first day of Eid.) Auntie N told me that i should even increase the price next year since it's so yummy. Well, we'll see about that. :)

4.  I have painted for 7 hours straight! It's an achievement to meh.

Well, that's basically it, all i got to do now is to draw more and start picking up maya and shake again. D:
Wish me luck. Gonna get something to eat now. Take care people!

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Currently selling foodies for Hari Raya, but we might just move on to clothes in the near future. :D

This post is only for people who actually listen to bands from hello! project. If you have not heard of it, please ignore.

So many things have happened! The girls from C-ute and berryz koubou have actually grown so much. They used to be like 9-14? now that most of them are in the 15-17 range (i think) they make much better songs now. Seems to me that C-ute had more hits, but i am totally in love with Berry'z new song, Rival. Take a listen. (Gotta thank the wotas who actually took the effort to upload it in HD! :D)

Berryz Koubou



NOTE:
Risako is getting so pretty! - (white jacket, 0:48)
Saki looks so mature now. She is the eldest, yet the shortest. Captain Saki! (pink jacket, 1:13)
I want Maasa's peace badge! (light blue jacket, 1:20)
Momoko's jacket looks beautiful too! I'm gonna try to make that as soon as i learn how to sew properly. (dark blue jacket, 2:08)
Chinami has cleaned up alot. Can't believe she's the one that eat the most, even though she's probably the skinniest. (grey jacket, 2:21)
Love how Yurina twirled the drumsticks. (Fast one, purple jacket at 3:09)
I don't really like Miyabi's new hairstyle though. Kinda like her previous long straight hair. (black jacket, 3:54)

Overall, this is probably one of the more recent songs that i like. Both the melody and dance are super infectious. Unknowingly, i keep singing and dancing to it. It's a good thing that i have not gone out that often lately. D:

C-ute

For C-ute, i kinda like their older hits (2007-2008) Tokaikko Junjou and :-

 



Recently, i've heard that the newer videos did not involve Kanna (checkered shirt, 0:50) due to the fact that she had bunion deformity and she cannot dance anymore. Even sadder news was that they announced in July that she'll won't be back. :( I guess it was for the better, cause she's young and I wouldn't want her to hurt her feet even more. The dances are rigorous.

Another news was that Erika (with hat, 1:13) is going to quit in October to pursue her dreams to be a fashion model. I honestly think it's a wise choice, since she's tall and beautiful, yet she has very few lines when singing the songs.

I don't know how they are going to hold up as a 5 member group, although my favs, Maimai and Chisa are still in. (2:12 and 2:13 respectively) If i were Tsunku, i would make those two my new "Two Top" (W - Ai Kago and Nozomi Tsuji, if you are interested) and let the rest form a group, excluding Airi. She could go solo, she's good enough. (white jacket, 2:51)

NOW BACK TO MY FAVOURITE, THE GROUP THAT HAD ME PULLED ME INTO THIS WHOLE J-POP THING, MORNING MUSUME. They have gone through many transformations, from this: -

 

(By the way, those little kids in pink are all members of Berryz and C-ute. You won't believe them would you. Man, how they have GROWN.)

to this....
 


(Not a big fan of the above song, but it's the song that had the most members at one time, before some of them left to form new groups, or graduated for good.)

To this!

 

This is the time when Tsunku, added 2 girls from China to be part of the group. (To attract the Chinese market.) I thought it going to go downhill from there, but JunJun and LinLin (there full name is too hard to pronounce to the japanese XD) adapted really well and now they are hardly distinguishable from the rest of their japanese members. :P
 

Okay that aside, other group such as Buono! (mix of momoko, miyabi and airi from Berryz and C-ute) is doing quite well.
Biyuden split up and i didn't know!

Final video, Koisuru Angel Hearts from Biyuden.
 


Okay, that is all from me today. I better get back to transcribing videos. (If you don't know i like silly female groups like this, now you know. Well only for H!P anyway, nothing other. If i'm an adult japanese male, you should consider me a wota already. D:)

1. Nenek is back from the hospital. She's definitely better than last tuesday,  (the docs told us that she only got about 24 hours to live, such an idiot who probably think she/he is god) but she is terminal. so well, please visit while you can.

2. My face is dry after staying in the hospital for almost 3 days, so i'm spending most of my time resting at home. Starting to feel a little panic that i am jobless, but at least i can take care of nenek.

3. I actually won the star letter thing for imagineFX magazine, so i am gonna get 1 years worth of imagineFX, straight to my home. HOW FREAKING AMAZING IS THAT??!! Thanks guys for picking me. I guess it's good to be sincere.

That aside, i won't be posting much here unless something happens. Will be online or on fb or CA if anyone needs me. Have a good weekend people. (Weekends mean nothing to me now since i am jobless. Wahaha.)

1. I am searching for a job.
2. I'm taking a long break.
3. I'm freelancing but there seem to be no projects lately.
4. I'm upgrading my portfolio.
5. I'm experimenting with different ways of earning cash.
6. I'm starting my own business. Soon.
7. I'm selling cookies/ [insert other kinds of food here].
8. I'm waiting for an opportunity to come.
9. I'm working, but it's all in the head.
10. I want to go back to study, but still trying to find a school that will take me in for free.

Whatever it is, refuse to say the word JOBLESS!

That is all.

Hehe, here is mada smiling!



And here is mada rawrrrr-ing at me.



MHWEE. Her room mate is crazy as well! I heard there's so much homework to doooo!!! Moo, i'm gonna go draw many many many to improve too mada! Love you!!!!!!!

Gotten from somewhere.

"Hopefully everyone finds theses as humorous as i did and no one gets their feelings hurt we all love deviant art here right .....cough cough...furries cough cough

Found these on Deviantarts Encyclopedia Dramatica page linky linky
http://encyclopediadramatica.com/Deviantart
pleaz give it a look over to cheer ur self up"

Pictures.





When i read the link, i think i busted a gut laughing. It's so hilarious! I have nothing against DA, just that i can't help but agree to parts of the article.

Now i'm less moody. Hehe.

Apple has been ambitious lately.



He really wanted to be superman.



He thinks he can fly.





But actually all he is, is an evil cat.

Had a great time with the CA sketch gang yesterday. It feels so weird to break fast noodles in a movie theatre! LOL
District 9 was terrific by the way. Go watch it!

Glad to see some new pics from mada's blog. The place looks really beautiful. Gambatte for your studies mada! Back to basics :P

Aside all that, the dried spot at the bottom of my right eye is really hurting alot. It's so painful and red and my eyes gets tired real easy. I don't feel like painting/drawing much lately.
I think i need to check it out in the docs soon.

and usually i am happy at this time of year. But honestly, i don't feel like celebrating Hari Raya this year, seeing nenek like that on the bed. It's hard to believe that this is the same feisty, stubborn woman that will cook for anyone of her grandchildren when they are hungry.

:( i really do wish she gets better.

If I could take you away
Pretend I was queen
What would you say
Would you think I'm unreal
'Cause everybody's got their way I should feel

Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real
Want to be your everything

Everything...

Everything's falling, and I am included in that
Oh, how I try to be just okay
Yeah, but all I ever really wanted
Was a little piece of you

And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real

Everything will be alright
If you just stay the night
Please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away
Please, sir, don't you walk away, don't you walk away, don't you walk away

And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real

And everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love, for real
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love
But I want, want, want to be your love
Want to be your love for real

I want to be your love, love, love

Love this song, thanks mada for pimping Rachael Yamagata to me.
Having an emotional moment. Remembered how we can listen to these songs and went all quiet in the FYPJ room animating away. How ironic that we are trying to create life on the computer but we are so stoned staring at the screens, clicking and clicking on a sunday afternoon.

i need everything to be okay now. everything.